Busy = Happy, or at least positive

Getting behind posting, BUT not getting behind doing my actual visual journals.  I'm wondering when it will lose its appeal, both to me and to my viewers.  Well, I think a goal for now is to keep it up until my birthday since I'm planning on having a big 40th birthday art show and it would be cool to put out my journal for viewing.  So that's a 6 month commitment as of now and tho I'm finding it more and more challenging that also means I'm being pushed in more and different ways which is precisely what I need and half the reason I'm doing it.  However, I'm just not going to be able to write much about them all the time esp when I'm feeling better and am busy.  It's funny, my written journal has huge gaps in it from the times where life is good but when I'm in a shit hole I've got pages written for every day!  To overview briefly, up until yesterday I was having a really rough time and that's really reflected in my visual journal.  I actually showed it to my mother and her response was "it seems like my daughter is haunted."  Lovely.  And true...sometimes.  Here is Jan 3, 4, 5 & 6.  I will save 7 to hopefully write about along with 8.  Cheers.